"I enrolled in "Uncompromised life" and see if it can heal me and help me get back on my feet"

Hi, I had been very intelligent and top of the class in academics but always had stage fear or even no confidence to ask any question in class. Till my post graduation, i did not ask any question in my class. In my first job, I somehow pulled up my socks one time and broke that consistency in my life which boosted up my confidence greatly. In my second job also, i did that and now i am leading calls, live meetings in y office, facilitating sessions to junior team members and peers. So, i suddenly had got that lost confidence. Post marriage and mainly after my son was born, i slowly went into that low confidence, low self esteem mode. So, now i am in two types of personalities- one which is at my work place very confident, empowered, ready to lead meetings, take decisions, give ideas, accept feedback etc. And second personality is at home in between relatives where i feel no one loves me, no one respects me or admires me and i feel its safe to not speak at all, to not counter anyone at all and hence i end up avoiding talking to relatives or meeting with them for a longer time. I am hesitant to stand there confidently. I cannot take criticism well at that place and i don't know what to do or how to get back to the "confident me" in every area of life. To get that, i thought to enroll in "Uncompromised life" session and see if it can heal me and help me get back on my feet in front of anyone.